Title: I am Rational

Gender: Male

Age: 21

Location: arizona

Ehhh… I'm Antonio.

sometimes i think the only reason i would ever consider believing in some sort of after life would be to know that there may be some HOPE, SOME CHANCE that i could see how human drama plays out! I CANT STAND IT SOMETIMES! theres so many burning questions in me that i just HAVE TO KNOW! why this universe? why is it like this? will humanity destroy itself? are there others out there? what do they look like? are they too on the brink of destruction!? will the world ever fully accept reason and logic?! DO WE EVER MOVE BEYOND EARTH? what does a supermassive black hole look like?! will we ever lay down our arms, and finally accept one another!? all i want, but what i know will not be, is to somehow follow humanity through the ages after i die! I JUST WANT TO KNOW, DO WE EVER FIND THE ANSWERS? i feel like somehow, the answers concerning physical reality are just beneath the surface, that we're so close and at any moment the scientific community will turn a corner and yes, good news, we've found it! the truth! but it angers me, that our only tool, OUR ONLY TOOL, can only get us asymptotically closer to the truth, and that we'll never truly know it.

i think that i think too much sometimes, but i cant help it. i just wish all the thoughts in my head would go away for a day, i just want to relax, but i still cant help it! if im not wondering about the universe, then its about morality, or just exactly what role i play in this world, or how much potential we all have to do good yet we dont act on it! AH! its never ending!


I CANT. STOP. THINKING.
Sometimes, I just want to yell!

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